Wednesday, December 29, 2004
well.. y my blog skin is black again? simple qn.. simple ans.. cuz.. my life is colourless.. it's juz all black n white.. dun ask me y...
i cried again 2dae.. juz like b4.. i juz couldn control my tears.. i wanna it stop.. bt it juz dun stop.. it keeps flowin n flowin like a waterfall.. my whole pillow is full of my tears.. i'm thinkin of him again... :'( he had left me forever...
was watchin e' news juz now.. i realli understand how e' ppl feel losin their love ones.. tt feelin is realli.. argh!!! juz like u oso feel like it's e' end of world.. u gonna die soon too.. u hv no feelins.. no nth.. u hope u could die wif them.. i had dis feelin wen e' dae he left mi.. n till now.. i still hv dis feelin.. :'( u'll cry n cry n cry n as if there's no tomorrow.. i juz hate dis feelin.. i juz dunno how to sae.. my mind is juz so empty now.. juz feel soo helpless... no one to share ur sadness wif.. ur happiness wif...
well. let's pray for e' ppl hu had passed away again.. n oso pray for missin ppl.. hope to find them asap..
*pray* *pray* *pray* *pray* *pray* *pray* *pray* *pray*
well.. c my previous post? ppl.. plz help.. they realli need ur help.. do u rather throw them or donate them? i'm gonna start packin all my thgs n donate them out.. n i think i'm gonna to NTUC to buy tt dunno $10 vocher n donate to them.. they realli realli need ur help ppl.. so plz help..
~fernny~ may god bless everione...
caught a falling star @ 10:38 PM